Some opportunities won’t get you where you need to be. The best you can do is use the experience for future ones. There will always be some if you search for some. Lately, I’ve had the trouble of finding the perfect one. The one way to move forward is through resilience. I said the best opportunities are the ones you create yet the one opportunity that I thought would be the best wasn’t. I suppose you can say I’m still trying to make some until I find the best one. I keep putting together the pieces that are presented to me and I know the pieces will come together. I only need to believe. The thing that makes me believe is the way the pieces fall. I work with what I’m given and I’ve mentioned this before. You can say it’s a matter of destiny. There is a destination and when I see each checkpoint my faith is renewed. You can say I’m grateful. Sometimes you think there aren’t any, but I assure you those won’t remain hidden always. You push forward so you see every door, because there’s one bound to show you your way. I’ll keep connecting the pieces, because that’s the least I can do. The most I can do is recognize the results from my hard earned effort. Bring it!

Don’t sit idle working for the perfect moment. Sometimes you must work with what you’re given. You can miss out on opportunities this way.

The perfect moment is sown by pursuing and managing the one presented to you among a moments notice. I can’t wait for the perfect slate. The perfect slate are the opportunities you create.

Too much this, too little that. We need the balance in between.

I’ve shared poems. I’ve shared videos. I’ve shared music. I’ve shared thoughts. What do I do here?

How about pictures?

I’ll have a section for that too. I’ll try to develop one later. But, I suppose this could be my first image:

More fun to come

War. It’s all about settling the score. Is there anything more to say? The idea has torn apart families, it’s leveled hard earned cultures. It does surely feel like the only way to move forward. I’d say it’s a thing to avoid but I’m hard to the core. There’s always that one person who wants more. I’d do it. I’d fight. I’m a lover but you can’t always play nice. She’d understand. Sometimes you need to make a stand. I’ll fight for her land and that’s the plan. Together, with our band of brothers we’ll put you down. There are moments when you have to. I can’t remain idle. I know that you earn every title, and when I win, you’ll see my hard earned scars. You could say they become harder than skin because that’s the way it’s always been. There’s nothing to gain from being the same and you can’t remain the same because you’ll only be tamed. There’s a miracle in the sum of the chosen one and that’s the idea he comes to relish the heat born sun. That’s what makes him your son. Do you want to win? Do you want to understand the prophecy? Read the signs. It all came from one stone. You took more so you’d leave me less. That’s when you say I won’t settle with you being the best. I’ll finish what you begun and begin my blood born ascension. It’ll end with your termination from my frustration and by my long proclaimed revelation. It’s not that everything that has a beginning has an end, it’s the idea that everything will feel like it’s already been done.

You’re finished.

I feel sick when I feel the pressure that religion has on women. Women are close to us and for some to say they are the source of our troubles disturbs me. Let’s live in a world as equals. Your lord won’t discriminate against us because he places importance in us. The same can’t be said to those who transgress the laws of human thought. I’m not a feminist because that sounds bad too. I’m an opportunist. I’m a faithful one. We wouldn’t be by blood the same if there was no intimate companion, so simply accept the notion that they are equally made. I don’t want to see vengeance from both parties. One party will say, damn, I’m in this place because of that person. The other one would say, is it me? The former is one of spiteful aggression. We simply carry agenda’s and personalities that go against the grain. But, it’s the grain that defines us. We are a culmination of our experiences, and decisions. That you will believe. I see all kinds of problems. The kind that comes from rudimentary thought and rudimentary development. Your God is aware of this. But, he only speaks to the mission that is to earn the peace. When we’re young, we don’t know anything else. When we get older, we are stricken by dilemmas. But, if we had remain the same, we wouldn’t mingle with outside perspectives. Do you see? The idea that that person is inferior is beyond my understanding. My understanding is we’re all a team. There are of course members who can be put up with the uneventful red card, but we are all working, and fighting, for the same goal, which is a greater understanding of nature through our most delicate of journeys. Come freedom, it’s the Lord’s dice, but it is also a blessing bestowed on us to elevate us from established realities. And that, I am firm is the thing that carries the weight between us and his most sacred realm. This is a lot of philosophy, and many people will be profoundly disturbed by the idea that we are left alone through our existence that conforms to injustice, and mispractice. This world wouldn’t be the right one if order was proclaimed by superior foes. That’s for the realm held in supreme deity that has subjects who bow to all demands and are linked without outside prejudice through unparalleled power. Here, each of us manages their own dice by sheer will and by sheer power. Our power is to make choices without all powerful foes determining our fate day one. Day one is that one you have all of it. Day ascension is the single handed power you faced beyond aggression. You chose to supersede the condition and that is always held with high regard. There is a hell. That hell is when you are met with an endless loop bound up by undying circumstance for the days you made a forceful one on another.

I suppose this is my thought on discrimination. We’re all equal. But…. there was that one guy… or the one girl… Tsk. Let’s include the formula that can solve everything here in three paragraphs also.

This is highly politically motivated and my thoughts are put here so you can pick and poke all you want in your free roaming time. I’ll be excited to know how I’ll respond 20 years into the future.

There’s this idea of reality being a computer simulation. You hear the idea espoused by high network individuals or through your notable colleagues. Life is a simulation and in its more acceptable form the term is fate. We’re all programmed by our environments. We build a system by each decision we make upon awareness. How do I release this material? Reword the email. Rework the text. This is no good. Okay that one. Yes, this one. This one is right. Send. All these moments are instigated by the spirit force you’ve maintained from the earliest of births. Had you not the right reply sent to you before? Did this reply duly serve me well? Will I instigate this conjecture? All these buttons is what makes you aware. You learn from your previous you and you move forward by a newer you. We are placed here to follow the pattern and everyone will have one final decision to make in the moment the thread meets the end. Because, everyone will face terminus. It’s not a global thing. It’s an individual thing. The life stream is infinite, but, matter is not. So, there will come a point when you will refuse the latter. Everyone will see this to the end. You’ll face absolution. And, you’ll only face the next chapter with certainty. I won’t preach damnation, because that’s for the outliers, and extremists, I’ll only tell you to do you. You continue to do good, good. You continue to do bad, I won’t tell you to stop, I’ll invite you for more, because my place is not to interrupt your life stream. I want you to enjoy every minute of it. You sow things with intentions and you reap from outcomes. I want you to earn what you deserve and nothing more. There is something beyond light, and beyond dark. And that thing, is the freedom of man. That is our blessing. When you abuse both you’ll lose it, and that is when you’ll say. I’ve fallen beyond all dimension and I am raised in suspended animation.

Sometimes to get out of a conversation you only say okay, I will, yes, sure, of course, and in the back of your mind it’s a naked lie but, I must remain level headed to keep my dignity alive. I won’t fall to the shadow that is I’ll settle for the standard, because I am greater, I am better. It’s not the avarice the speaks, it’s the ingenuity I’ve developed and that one that is molded into my core. My mission is not to settle with anything less, because everything I’ve built has been the right decision and I refuse to let the greatness go, the humility that has kept me earnest and that, is honesty. I’ll see it let go your way but when the time comes the decision will be planted in stone. My place is 25 years below standard but I’m 40 years ahead.

We’re all a piece of a set of dominoes. We’re all numbers matching other numbers. You can only move forward with a match. Some people try to connect pieces together when there’s a mismatch. That however gets you no points. People, and rules, won’t let it. You only let chance to decide your fate. You can’t say there isn’t. You’re molded into something from birth. The environment that you are placed dictates the decision you make that comes from expected outcome. I’ve mentioned expected outcome before. Imagine that you didn’t meet that teacher in high school. Would you pursue philosophy, science, mathematics, were that you had a more unfortunate teacher. Sometimes we don’t find the spark that is the lighted path. You’ll only find it by pursuit, against the grain, the grain filled with endless disappointments. It’s not that its your fault. It’s simply a challenge that will lead you to more power to attain. I only write this so you recognize my efforts to document the story that I’ve built for what feels like generations. In this era you want the next viral TikTok, you want that next album you’ll see from a family member, or the next one you see from a close companion on FB. This is my TikTok. This is my Facebook. These are my updates. These are my check-ins. All built for you transparently to see every detail that is my essence. I carry the weight that is my passed lives, but I’m not here to fret. I’m only here to build an audience for those who seek the one of a kind. You don’t need to make any of this public, although this is inevitable. It is the Internet. I understand the limitations, and restrictions, but, I welcome everything that belongs after. I am dedicated to the responsibility for this is my home, and I only welcome those who earn it.

Balance in heart mind and soul is the neutrality we all seek. We all face negative energies, because it’s all around us, but, when you’re level headed you’ll understand many of us have a part to play. A sinner’s debt is always paid, so when someone transgresses your ethics, and your beliefs, just know they’ll have to face their abuse in transparency. You’ll never forget the cut, so they will always remember their bastard choice. I will be more. I will be everything. You need patience and the hope to venture forwarth. Because the greater force that is good will always surround you when it’s understood. The fight to the fight the blight will be awarded good faith. The ones who relinquish the sanctity will be met with the destined force that takes pleasure in gathering the things that are his. And, in that respect, I honor. Some people would say the humble shit, but I assure you, I don’t need anything else, because when you die, you’ll know why. I present to you a solution and that solution you will need to solve. Everybody is met with one, and when you choose to deny the faithful one, you will face the knee. Some participate and others stand above the sky, because we are met eye to eye with our moments of triumph. All I need is to be humble, and pray for their saddened event of clemency. Which, by the way, will be met with an iron hand. You’ll gather near forcened chains only to deny your freedom across redend lives. My vengeance and his vengeance come from the blackened transgressions that transpire from the freedom you had decided to cast away. Because, in the beginning, there is always a choice. And then, destiny is woven with your systemic decisions. Abuse will be carved through by your cry, and your cry, will be met with a sinister grin, for all of this has gathered by a sign always cemented in time. Bring them to me, gather me what’s left, I won’t let them rest

Here I sit, eager for the blessed sleep, yet the mind sunk in deep, behold the step I must leap. I hope for something new and to write is something to do, so I see what I must do, transcend the day’s loop and pursue the unheard thought only made true when I hit the written queue. My day today cannot fade for each moment is always made way for the next thought held at bay. The ideas hit me. From service above the seven seas. A rhythm held by a system programmed through a cycle made true by paying what’s due. Each moment, brought by an algorithm formed only by what your previous you can produce. My actions. A history built on a recording you. An unfound mystery. An unconscious development of each virtue, bound by an ever changing truth, you plant a seed, and by making it grow with fuel, you see a tree develop from a belief. The branches spread coming together to form life’s answers. We are met with peace when we see there’s always one that grants us the humble luxury of shade. Tonight I say a recursive sight between letters and thoughts will grant me a meaning beyond believing, and that’s I’m a perfect being for I always proclaim a perfect outcome for a perfect someone made by humble consumption